This is where I will lose readers. But this is for me not them so here goes. I’m in love with 2 woman. YES I see the numbers drop as I lead off with this. One woman is some one that I have not seen in more years that one can count out loud. She is pale tall dark hair and has a grace and power not often seen. Her touch is cold. Her gaze is hard and piercing. Her tongue is sharp but has a velvet touch. The kind of woman that can call you rude, fat, obnoxious and you would smile and nod. She can also convey her utter displeasure and you would apologies with no hard feelings.
The other woman. ( the one that use to get all the candy). Has a beauty she does not share easy. I depth she her self has never dared to delve in to its depth. She has a cold aloof demeanor. She weald power sometimes with the understanding of a queen and then that of a petulant 6 year old. Her eyes are haunted by the wrongs done unto her. Her speech is unfiltered 75% of the time. But if you can get past this. There is a love seldom seen. She has built wall around walls and there is a price of admission to get past each wall.
I love both women deeply.
One brings out the best in me and I have won battles that most have sought imposable.
The other brings out the Dark Dragon. I vial creature that does not care what it takes, but will leave scorched earth in its wake to protect her. The issue is that this beast will also turn on her and will return the hurt received 10 fold. Yes even to the woman he is protecting. He will be nasty and hurtful and uncaring. He will not care about her past. He wont let her reminisce of her past happiness.
This 2nd woman would get all the candy, for a time. Then the 2nd woman would mess up and the Dark Dragon would start to turn on her. It would be small slights at first. But over time they would get harsher and crueler. Then the time comes to protect the woman and the beast would be ready to level cities in her defense. The issues is now he is in a Dark blind rage. And would turn on the woman and destroy the love they shared. The 2nd woman’s only defense against this is to release the beast. Drive it off with any means she could. But secretly cry about it. She still loves the Dragon but the beast can no longer be with her. See he is dying, He cant fly the hate and hurt is killing it. So to save the Dragon she has to make it leave to heal.
The First woman has seen this from a distance for a long time and it pains her. Its a ying and yang ideal. Perspective in some cases. All truth is relative pick one that works. Is the underlining sentiment of all of my blogs. The truth is Both woman are part of the Dragon’s life. The love is deep and strong with both and no matter who or what tells the Dragon that the 2nd woman is not good for him. He knows the truth. They both bring out the best in him just one is the Dark best and the other is the Light best.
That is the true nature of a Dragon of Shadows he has no true nature. He is chaos, he is the light in the bitch black, Or the Dark spot in a bright day.
My best friend one of my brothers. Some people see him as in essence A blue Dragon. I call him Gray. For he is my moral compass. From where I stand he is neutral. A Gray Dragon on a gray Mountain over looking a gray sea with a gray sky reaching the sea below. Perspective. We all have it and that’s why mine is mine yours is yours.
I will return to the first Woman. If I was Sherlock Homes she would be The Woman. But the 2nd woman I will always love. Will always rescue if she needs it and will stay for a time, but will leave when things are calm. They both Bring out the best. But perspective says its the worst. History is written by the winners. In the end most of us are all Good and Bad at the same time. Example. You give a homeless man 10 bucks That’s good of you some will say. Some will say its bad you have just paid for his vice ( drug of choice ) Whos right. Both and neither.
My friends will read this and I hope get a better understanding OF ME the Dragon of Shadows.
I can be the nastiest creature on the face of the earth using any weapon at hand to win.
I can be the one making coffee, sneaking you wine after work on a bad day. The one giving treats to kids when they where told no candy.
- I was in the USMC and I remember what my Drill would pound into us. ” your first last and always job is to go home” and he meant alive.
This is everyone’s goal to make it home after work, a trip, going to the store. we all want to go home.
The two woman in my life both are needed for they both are my Light and Dark. My Valkyrie, and My Vampire. One I will always return home to and one I will visit when she need me.
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